Hey, just wanted to say I feel the same way. Like I don’t even know why I cut myself. My life is not bad. I have a great friendship, no panic attacks, both parents. And it just freaks me out that maybe I’m just faking all this. Idk why and if u can fake this but it certainly feels like it. Not many people know, and a friend even blamed be, she said it’s my fault that another friend started sh again. I’m just scared, cause I know many people and there life’s are so bad and mine is just really good. I feel like I don’t deserve to say I cut myself, cause nothing is wrong. I have scars on my legs, so many but most vanished, some are thin white lines, some are bigger pinkish ones that stick out, and some are still healing. Idk what to say, just wanted to say I feel the same way and it drives me insane. And please don’t be scared. If the guy really likes you he will not be mad, he will be there for you. And I have a friend who has panic attacks and I can only imagine how painful they must be.